How I wish I can replay everything, those unforgettable memories in my head all over and not think about the future, worrying about my studies, and keeping my image well so poly people doesn't bitch any nonsense of me. I'm sure am tired of all the people trying to gain something from everything, that's what I can really see when I'm in a total new place, call polytechnic. Everyone is so different, I know I'm not suppose to judge people by the first look, but somehow, it is just the face expression of theirs that really scares me.
I prefer the young innocent faces I seen all around my secondary 1 life. So harmless, all faces just want to have fun and make a nuisance. Polytechnic reminds me of the bitchy worklife I have experienced. Bahh. I wanna get out of it.
Anyway, thanks to those beautiful people of my life. My family, and of course my friends.
Melissa, Meifang, Cherie, Samantha, Audrey, Siongmay, Shoshannah, Don, Andre, Kovyn.
You guys have always been so nice to me, and very truly.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;2:43 AM.x
Sigh, but this post isn't just about my new addiction. It's about me being so stupid about feeling so lousy spending new year eve alone, and now causing two people to be unhappy with each other. I rather i hide my feelings and be unhappy, than creating conflict with two people. Sigh, I can sit at my balcony watching eclipse alone, drinking baileys. Why didn't I just agree with the mindset I have for myself? Why must I be greedy and feeling unfair all about spending new year eve alone?
I'm sorry. Sorry for the trouble I cause.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;1:47 AM.x
But, beeen complaining. (: (Y)
I can dream the rest away.
Its just a little touch of fate, it will be okay.
It sure takes its precious time, but it's got rights and so have I.
I turn my head up to the sky
I focus one thought at a time
I do not let the little thieves under my tightly buttoned sleeves
You couldn't be alone, the time I feel like I am walking blind
I have nowhere, I'll have time
There are no legible signs x2
I like the way that you talk,
I like the way that you walk.
It's hard to recreate such an individual game
You wait your turn in the queue,
You say your sorry's and thank you's.
I don't think you're ever
A hundred percent in the room
You're not in the room x2
Deepest, of the dark nights
here lies, the highest of highs
Neopolitan Dreams, stretching out to the sea
You wait your turn in the queue,
You say your sorry's and thank you's
I don't think you're ever
A hundred percent in the room
You're not in the room x2
(Neopolitian Dream by Lisa Mitchell)
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;10:57 PM.x
Every moment of silence.
It feels so awkward,
just sitting there alone in the morning.
I'm so sorry, I cant save you in time.
If only,..
Though little words are exchange.
Memories of you&us laughing,
will always be kept in within me.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:23 AM.x
After hours helping out than running for nikerun. It sucks.
):
Calls that allows you more closeness than ever.
Hate class.
Just me.
I look like a guy
You look like a girl
It all match well
:D
&Can I go for halloween party? I wanna have fun. Can someone bring me oversea? I wanna explore the world. Can I not grow up? I dont wanna work my life off, and no fun.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:12 AM.x
= 29SEPT09
=Surprises from the start till the end
THANKS SOHCHUNYANG, ALEX, KENGWEE, JIANBAO, BRENDA & JJ.
FOR THE VERY FIRST MOMENT I HIT 18. (:
SUPPER CLUB FOR SHOOT WITH MTV VJsss

Later on, another shoot at clarke quay central. This time no Kah Ho ): but JB appears from no where! :D

JB = Drinking.
So, we did, at highlander.
Spend the whole night @ my house, awaiting for nothing better to do, and then all went off, while I drag myself to YEP gathering. (drenched by then)
Never much expect.. ALL SIGN BDAY CARD FOR ME :D
AND ESPECIALLY THANKS TO SINHUNG, JJ, MEILINA! I LOVE YOU GUYS.
WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU GUYS MAN, for the another surprise!

I LOVE TEAM AUYONG TOOOOOO!



IMAH REALLY THE LUCKIEST GIRL ON EARTH! :D
&TODAY
though is not my actual birthday, but you gave me more than a surprise, on each day that i didnt expect from you. today was just good enough, &sorry for the bad temper, as I was really lethargic. (:
LOVE YOU BABY.
1ST(FIRST)- You&Chunyang, indeed surprise me with the "I go meet my brother" shit. Then pop out from the back with roses for me. (:
2ND(SECOND)- You took the opportunities of the time when I went down to collect cups for you guys, and did a stupid thing at my balcony.
3RD(THIRD)- YOU AND JJ, totally surprise me with the cake. I didnt expect you at that time, and you, just melted my heart.
&TODAY, the balloon that flew away. I know what you gonna say, even without it (:
THANKS.


yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:37 AM.x

♥♥♥♥ (:










after that, those few idiots came. haha, that rody still looks like a drunkard, and daniel actually looks like irisgan! HAHAHA, JJ(shithead) looks like avatar, which is hilarious! LOL!
Gah, but i'm bored @@@@@@ HOME NOW! golllllllllddd. ):
I just went for lifesaving, then went gym for an hour, and sauna for 15mins. There is nothing else to do, other than working out. everyone IS SO FREAKING BUSYYYYYYY. & Clique, are you guys free for huda's OPEN HOUSE on 4thOCT? why nobody reply me. you guys suck luh. only ATQ, PHUA&ZOE replied.
&&&&&only ATQ can make it. WHERE IS LARRIS AND DIQ huh!?!?
GAHHHHHHHHH, it's making me losing my control. I dunnnnno wadddaaaai talking about at all now. ): cheeeeeesezx balllzxzxzx.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;9:54 PM.x
Oh well, a nice cooling weather just for the two of us. Thoughts of rain and thunder didn't exactly happened. Sheesh, guess I was wrong! (: I like the idea of saying 5 more mins while you watch the sky goes dark and the flyers light up.
Thanks :D


I hope someone laugh at all this photos, or maybe even notice it (:
You look so unbelievable adorable... ONLY THAT DAY! :P
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:26 AM.x
I know I don't show you as much care compared to my ex(s).
I finally realize how bad it was.
I shouldn't have done all these.
I am trying.
I learn too much from those previous unwanted/avoidable relationship.
but, can you just dont give me so much attention to me? I just dont want to feel so much now, i'm now wanting my life my own way. I do what I want.
still, I will try.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:17 AM.x



I missed GL JOE. &I'm going on high in iron, fibre bread diet. &I'm going to spam water. Plus, my leg looks like crap, thanks bugs.
Fucker.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:40 AM.x
- Prestige Logo
- Prestige Website
- Np Shirt Design
- FIX HARD DRIVE
- Design LIFESAVING shirt
- Adin's bday present
- send back to IZU
&Sunday was Bin 21st's birthday (: Secretly I think he getting more goodlooking eh!




Gah, my parents are like so not sweet luh. Look at my aunties and uncles. Cheeseballs. ): Anyway, my cousin got smashed by cream, I bet he's going back army with pimples all around him! HEHEHEHE.
My brother&I went to send my sister back to her hostel, golly. I don't know why, but it seems all so weird like her having another room&next door is not my room. Either way, someday I will crash her hall, and sleep in her room (: Awesome!
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;11:36 PM.x
I READ :D, ALOT!
I LOVE EVERYONE!
one more thing, i should live life to the fullest.cause i know friends. are always there for me (:
LAUGH & JUMP
LIKE YOU
JUST DONT CARE
with something special
:DDDD SMILE.