I kinda miss my grandpa.
Every moment of silence.
It feels so awkward,
just sitting there alone in the morning.
I'm so sorry, I cant save you in time.
If only,..
Though little words are exchange.
Memories of you&us laughing,
will always be kept in within me.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:23 AM.x
After hours helping out than running for nikerun. It sucks.
):
Enjoy webcaming.
Calls that allows you more closeness than ever.
Hate class.
Just me.
How I wish I can tell you that we should change sex.
I look like a guy
You look like a girl
It all match well
:D
&Can I go for halloween party? I wanna have fun. Can someone bring me oversea? I wanna explore the world. Can I not grow up? I dont wanna work my life off, and no fun.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:12 AM.x
Yesterday = 18th Legal Birthday.
= 29SEPT09
=Surprises from the start till the end
THANKS SOHCHUNYANG, ALEX, KENGWEE, JIANBAO, BRENDA & JJ.
FOR THE VERY FIRST MOMENT I HIT 18. (:
SUPPER CLUB FOR SHOOT WITH MTV VJsss
Later on, another shoot at clarke quay central. This time no Kah Ho ): but JB appears from no where! :D
JB = Drinking.
So, we did, at highlander.
Spend the whole night @ my house, awaiting for nothing better to do, and then all went off, while I drag myself to YEP gathering. (drenched by then)
Never much expect.. ALL SIGN BDAY CARD FOR ME :D
AND ESPECIALLY THANKS TO SINHUNG, JJ, MEILINA! I LOVE YOU GUYS.
WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU GUYS MAN, for the another surprise!
I LOVE TEAM AUYONG TOOOOOO!
IMAH REALLY THE LUCKIEST GIRL ON EARTH! :D
&TODAY
though is not my actual birthday, but you gave me more than a surprise, on each day that i didnt expect from you. today was just good enough, &sorry for the bad temper, as I was really lethargic. (:
LOVE YOU BABY.
1ST(FIRST)- You&Chunyang, indeed surprise me with the "I go meet my brother" shit. Then pop out from the back with roses for me. (:
2ND(SECOND)- You took the opportunities of the time when I went down to collect cups for you guys, and did a stupid thing at my balcony.
3RD(THIRD)- YOU AND JJ, totally surprise me with the cake. I didnt expect you at that time, and you, just melted my heart.
&TODAY, the balloon that flew away. I know what you gonna say, even without it (:
THANKS.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:37 AM.x
Finally like went to sentosa (: AFTER LIKE A MILLION GEEEEEEEEEEEZILLION YEARS♥♥♥♥ (:
&WE GOT BURNT. till now (after two days) still quite painful, i don't want it to peel like banana skin, &i want the fabuloustan line! we bearly stay long under the sun, and we got burn.DAMMIT. It's so totally unfair. ):
&&&&&&, we got B&J icecream! (chunyang, alex, kengwee&i)
DAMN FREAKING NICE JUST FOR THE HOT KILLING WEATHER. while kahho&eileen were EARN-ing AI. HAHA. TMM TTM.
after that, those few idiots came. haha, that rody still looks like a drunkard, and daniel actually looks like irisgan! HAHAHA, JJ(shithead) looks like avatar, which is hilarious! LOL!
Gah, but i'm bored @@@@@@ HOME NOW! golllllllllddd. ):
I just went for lifesaving, then went gym for an hour, and sauna for 15mins. There is nothing else to do, other than working out. everyone IS SO FREAKING BUSYYYYYYY. & Clique, are you guys free for huda's OPEN HOUSE on 4thOCT? why nobody reply me. you guys suck luh. only ATQ, PHUA&ZOE replied.
&&&&&only ATQ can make it. WHERE IS LARRIS AND DIQ huh!?!?
GAHHHHHHHHH, it's making me losing my control. I dunnnnno wadddaaaai talking about at all now. ): cheeeeeesezx balllzxzxzx.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;9:54 PM.x
Oh well, a nice cooling weather just for the two of us. Thoughts of rain and thunder didn't exactly happened. Sheesh, guess I was wrong! (: I like the idea of saying 5 more mins while you watch the sky goes dark and the flyers light up.
Thanks :D
I hope someone laugh at all this photos, or maybe even notice it (:
You look so unbelievable adorable... ONLY THAT DAY! :P
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:26 AM.x
I'M SO SORRY SEAN.
I know I don't show you as much care compared to my ex(s).
I finally realize how bad it was.
I shouldn't have done all these.
I am trying.
I learn too much from those previous unwanted/avoidable relationship.
but, can you just dont give me so much attention to me? I just dont want to feel so much now, i'm now wanting my life my own way. I do what I want.
still, I will try.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:17 AM.x
I missed GL JOE. &I'm going on high in iron, fibre bread diet. &I'm going to spam water. Plus, my leg looks like crap, thanks bugs.
Fucker.
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;12:40 AM.x
I'm almost done with everything, just a few more shiat and i will be off to work and everything (:WHAT TO DO:
- Prestige Logo
- Prestige Website
- Np Shirt Design
- FIX HARD DRIVE
- Design LIFESAVING shirt
- Adin's bday present
- send back to IZU
&Sunday was Bin 21st's birthday (: Secretly I think he getting more goodlooking eh!
Gah, my parents are like so not sweet luh. Look at my aunties and uncles. Cheeseballs. ): Anyway, my cousin got smashed by cream, I bet he's going back army with pimples all around him! HEHEHEHE.
My brother&I went to send my sister back to her hostel, golly. I don't know why, but it seems all so weird like her having another room&next door is not my room. Either way, someday I will crash her hall, and sleep in her room (: Awesome!
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;11:36 PM.x
MY SHOOTING IS IN A FEW HOURS TIME.
Zoe and Larris is quarreling beside me.
Now Diq, Li and Euminl beside me, they making fun of Zoe.
It's really hilarious. And Adin just screwed them out.
Now, Euminl is filming me, showing on FB soon, to Andrew. I'm dead.
AND YEAH :D HAHAHAHAHAH
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;5:32 PM.x
I'm lazy to take more pictures, hence, I can only say, I like this.
FLYER SIOOL :DSean looks really like a KID here (: SO I MUST POST IT TO SAY HE IS MORE KID THAN ME.
I AINT A KID. MOTHER FFFFKER
When drinking with the Ece people at kengwee's house, god damn, that's the freaking first time I got drunk. &&&&&&& I totally cant rmbr after I fooled with Rod and before I puke. WTF, and I thought I did something stupid, like knock myself on the wall or something, I woke up with a bad headache and full of bodyaches. WTHHHELL MAN.Anyway, people this is Rod, my emo100% friend.
I ffff-ing look damn unglam while drinking. ):
Now ima sad ffff cheesebalzx
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;11:59 PM.x
It made me feel all so better waiting under the hot hazzzy wazzzzy bad sun ):
I finally got back to like involve in the outside production. It's so cool I swear, but I think I'm way too busy and unorganized to like really help them up ): I feel so bad. Anyway I will be attending to the cast instead, so yeah (:
That's Sunny and Clement in their costumes, looks like cosplay to me O.O
&I swear this is rather charming man (:
Anyway, I tried to study, but I keep drifting away from my thoughts. Sigh ):
Went out to have dinner with my mom&siblings at plaza sing's Thai Express, CHEESE, I SWEAR IMA HUNGRY MONSTER. I kept eating my food and just dont bother about everything.
&STUPID SISTER, spend so much time at daiso to get her stuff for the starting of UNI that I totally didnt go dorothy perkins, cause it's freaking closed! &is the first time my mom allows me to shop. cheeeeese ): I hate it.
Anyway I got to look around the new facilities at the club with my mom&siblings. I swear I'm gonna bring my friends for a drink on my bday man (: finally 18th! &&&&&&&&&
I SAW THE BOY WHO ASKED MY NUMBER YESTERDAY, freaking KID. I'm LIKE 18th aye! NOT SOME SEC SCH KID. ):
Do I even look like a kid? ): Ima grown up man ):
Do I look like a SEC SCH KID? ):
DO I?!
yixin crinkles her nose.
sparkles
;1:13 AM.x
I READ :D, ALOT!
I LOVE EVERYONE!
one more thing, i should live life to the fullest.cause i know friends. are always there for me (:
LAUGH & JUMP
LIKE YOU
JUST DONT CARE
with something special
:DDDD SMILE.
